Udupi Sri krishna

Udupi Sri krishna sketch 4m my own hand:-)

Two years in Software completed :)....A experience on my own thought

Its Two years in Software completed....Hurray my bond is broken ;-)

My Company , a very great company to start your career with. Unfortunately because of the huge employee strength, getting a project depends on your luck.

My experience as a Software employee , a one word explanation, Mind-Blowing.
First ILP : I had a superb start, a training session called ILP. It was Sept 17th 2007, first day of our almost 3 month training session in a beautiful coconut filled city Trivandrum. M too fascinated about coconut trees, it reminds me of my home-town off course Mangalore. We had that Marvellous buildings in which we were given training and all those months was like a small trip.

What i learnt : Beside from being there for studies, i learnt how to Adjust. It was my first time, i was out there all alone with no one to care for and also in an unknown city. At the end of the ILP, I was the single girl in my class from karnatak and rest of them were either tamilians or telgu.I needed to Adjust . But how?. I thought just be friendly and just take all the actions gently.If you like something do it otherwise leave it. Be bubbly about what you have, and be happy. Then i learnt to do friends, in a small spare of time with just a term called trust. People when they make friends take time to think about, i just throw a quick trust test on my first meet . Then if they fall on the trust side they r my friend if not then there are in the queue :). This is how i learnt to do Friends. Easy and You cannot go wrong in getting the gems; trusty friends and i have even now. :)

Second Mumbai , What I Leant : A Rough beginning and a life time remembrance. I don't want to blame it to any one why it was rough & why i was so. Might be the situations which landed me became so Rough. But the term rough is also very rude to it. When you see a beautiful Glass, you don't go on with how a glass crystals are made. we just see how beautiful the glass crystal is. Same here in my case i learnt what a life is , Its not only being happy but being happy even when the roads are rash ahead, bcoz you know that road leads to a beautiful city. No project, Lots more tedious adjustments , in which i felt i have been thrown to place called hell but suddenly during my travelling i realized this is not.

I used to make an attempt to run away from the situation and go home.Usually i used to travel in train. One day i met a foreigner and another time a family who just said a " waw , bravo " , just by looking at me and what i am attempting to do. This made my energy boast out and i continued staying in mumbai.I learnt to wake up, go ahead and make an attempt to all those which i thought i cannot. And i succeeded. People around me noticed the change and said well done. Only thing was project which i did not had.

But sadly or happy i was transferred to bangalore, by influence off course , by my mom.

Third Bangalore, What I am Learning : The Mumbai stay had played its role on me very well, I did not had the term Coward beside me. I made an attempt to show up what you have Now cannot be there Later and used it to max. I learnt what is Being Brave in Mumbai but was not able to implement it fully. That's what i achieved in Bangalore. I did a detail study of Bangalore until i get a project and said see Prathima this is how we see life.

From June,I am in a Project, Not purely Technical but even then I have made myself prove that i am an employee whom people remember through. I am bit egoistic and have lost patience some times. But there is no match for the speed is what All say at times :)

I sometimes come late :) to office and sometimes get frustrated, but this is what how a normal worker feels right!!

Getting into project makes you think what you are really capable of and how you have to mend yourself to work with others. Managing ourself when we are loaded, Attempting to make your presence known and the best To say the truth when you have messed up the most :)

This is Just a tit bit of what i have experienced in my company in these remarkably Best 2 years in this Co-operate world.

Rock on -

Try being a software, Its not so easy enough ;-)

Prathi :)

Confusion and confusion's conclusion

Its so confusing when it comes to intelligence and beauty

There is always the search for intelligence and beauty, but there is never a search for ugly nor dumb. Have you ever thought of it! What is the definition of intelligence or beauty, and what is concluded as ugly , dumb.

During my school days, i used to learn new things fast and used to question/ ask doubts on the same with my mom. My mom sometimes wouldn't be able to answer some of those silly question/s and i, used to land up tease her saying "you are so dumb mom".

But it is not so, she is very intelligent, she never says give up. If i ask her some questions which she is not able to understand, she tries to go through several magazines and finds the required information.But yes sometimes she does act dumb and immature, which makes me irritating.This is not to be mean to my mom, but i just can't understand what i should be looking for and what i should be acting as.

I thought i was intelligent, but i think i am not. My IQ is around 110 i feel which indicates normal intelligence and i handle all my sudden alarm's of my life very intellectually, But even then i say m not so intelligent enough. I might be wrong on the conclusion of my definition of the so called intelligence but for me intelligence should help in getting our task done, and mostly it never happens so, at least not in my case. My deepest desires which is hidden beneath cannot be solved by my mere intelligence. Then what's the use of it!! or is it so that i am not so intelligent enough!!!.

Never the less i don't know where is this intelligence comes from. Is it from the heart or from the brain.Mostly the scientist concludes that the intelligent is from the brain but tell me guys, have you ever got 100% in any of the exams just by using your brain, i mean until you put both your heart and mind on it, i think 100% result is not achievable.Isn't it so!!! But When my heart says yes my brain says no and vice versa.And the confusion stays.

Then comes beauty,.........ha one term which is not at all prathima friendly...hee hee hee. I am not beautiful. A direct statement but it doesn't mean i am ugly. I am tagged to be cute. Beautiful signifies elegance and a response which gives a emotional touch and u go wow all around where as cute is delicate and mostly pass by moment.

Here Beauty means the one which should be tagged with intelligence to make the final substance "perfect ". Mainly people seek for beautiful things even though it might not be so intelligent. Glass stuffs are so Beautiful but they are not so intelligent enough; when it thrips down from the table, it will break. And also To stay beautiful you need undergo lots of pain or maintenance.

But only beauty is not useful. It gives a mere satisfaction in front of all but inside it is vast dissatisfaction. Its just a useful stuff for popularity nothing much of a help hand when comes to usefulness. When i search things, i need it to be beautiful.This is what i thought. but then one day i saw something which was very beautiful but was not impressed to buy it. I mean, does it concluded that i am not so beauty freak :) is it!!

Confusion Confusion Confusion!!!

Conclusion of this confusion is if i have that intelligent, i need to use it to make the desirousness come true just like....... holding a star in my palm.But when i want to find out intelligence in substances, which i come across i sometime don't know what's wrong what's right, what's true, what's false, but when your heart and mind says OK is that not what is right, is that not what you want!!.

But i feel not always does it works, mainly people believe in seeing things rather than believing on feelings.

The beauty within cannot be adored so easily if it is absent outside.But when there is a mixture of Intelligence it will be splendid and the part where you are not beautiful will be vanquished enough.

I think i will end this for you to think about.Because surly i am confused :)

Prathi

y i am unique!!

Uniqueness appears in many people. But i am special in comparision with all. Y?
Because

A. I don't drink tea 0r coffee.

B. I don't wear make up.

C. My bank account has money.

D. I don't eat junk food.

E.I act like a kid even now.

F.I have lots of freinds

G.I try to find out a way to get out of my sadness ASAP.

H.I like smiling

I.I scream a lot.

J. I always have a kind heart even to my enemies.

K. I like my Cats.

L.I failed in my 2 wheelers exam.

M.I am short, cute girl in my company.

N.I am talkative.

O.I never get satisfied with what i have. :)

P. My funky name's also starts with P

Q. I like to fight with my Brother

R. I hate insects.

S. I like painting and dancing. But more than that i Like blogging

T. Sometime i am egoistic especially at work.

U. I was the topper of my class.

V. If i am sad , all will know.

W. I can't keep secret but i really try not to let it leak out.

XYZ is for what i am trying to find out more, about me ofcourse....:)

Prathi :)

Dancing!

Hi All,

The coming week we have a talent show in our company, especially in our building...

I suddenly have got that spirit arouse so that i make my 9 years of experience to let it go out and touch the stage which is of course dancing!

i had joined Bharatanatyam Class when i was at around 1st std. and it had been along with me thought my school days.

But when once i stepped to college, i just came to a conclusion that we need to concentrate more on studies rather than the so called hobbies and hence dance was always set aside when it tried to poke out from the desire world. And definitely it worked; my grades where always up!!

So i never knew whether i was wrong or right!!

Anyway now after joining to my work place after my graduation, i needed a refreshment after that stressful work loads. And simultaneously the door opened again to my dancing world.

My Guru's Senior most student is here in Bangalore, and she teaches Bharatanatyam to kids.

I am no more a kid, but she never say no to teach , if people are interested in learning dance. And also since she knew my mom and my Guru; she definitely couldn't say NO.

With these kids, i don't mind whether i do wrong or right. I just be in my own way and i just enjoy the part that i am dancing :)

Yesterday, i learnt my dance for my stage performance and was easy too.

Hope my stage performance goes well.

An official Invitation to all, If you can make it or if you are allowed ;-) to my first solo stage performance after 8 years.

Do wish me good luck

prathi :)