Straight through "from" my heart

Heard BAckstreet Boys " Straight through my heart " and wanted to write what is my " Straight through my heart " destiny . :)

A walk from my granny's house to mine made me think lot of about me. First a child hood where i loved and was scared too.......I had a beautiful cycle and i used to roam around in it throught out my city. That wind blowing around me took me somewhere near to heart. That pleaeasure is unexplainable during cycling!!!

Not a sporty, i had a craze when i was in high school of being tom boy, mit be because i liked anjali from kuch kuch
hota hai :) I used to buy only jeans and cargos, ha funny indeed.But even then i used to play with my 2 beautiful dolls ,Barbie dolls.

I used to be so scared and shy, i left my dance class at my 11 th because people around me talk about me and also
bcoz there was a mad man on loose in our area :$.On the way, there is an old well which was the scariest place of all.
But now it is just a mere old well. My cousin's used to lock me in a dark room and run away leaving me there all alone.
But now Dark room is just the room where i sleep peacfully :). Being alone was scary but now its meditation time,
its the time to think in peace.

Studies was all in my mind. Study and top the class was all my ambition. Now what's my ambition is something
i can't find out.

Hey i have grown up yer :(. I have become an adult. I have responsibility. I earn money and also save. I have forgotten how
to study but i now know how to handle thinks which i was scared off. I don't play with dolls but i know i have to give one
when my niece b'day is near.I wear jeans and cargos but kuch kuch hota hai is not my favourite film any more. I have started
to go to dance class and i don't think of what people talk about me. I now know how to handle a mad man :), carry a sharp stuff
always in ur purse.But i do like to do some cycling ;-)

This is me now

I have a job and earn money to spend my day's.But is it only thing which i need.This doesn't stop here.
The journey of my life has just began.

My dad and mom has been there in all my life, but now i have left there hand and walking all alone without any support.
But still, we can't walk all alone in the world. can we?

Even the great legend lata mangeshware answered "Can i do anything else than singing" when questioned "what's ur future plan"
by some journalist. Everyone can't live a life all alone.

2 is such a beautiful number. When you multiply any number with 1, just like you being all alone,
you will always end up being alone or being the same number as you are. But when you multiply by 2 you
always end up in pairs i.e. even numbers :). even 1 , 1 * 2 = 2.

I am in search of that 2 , i don't know when and where . But i know; i will get...soon. :)..................Ah finally a Straight through "from" my heart.........hee hee hee


"Straight through my heart ........In the heart
Of the night
Where it's dark
In the lights
I heard the loudest noise
A gunshot on the floor
Ohhhh Ohhhhh

I looked down
And my shirts turning red
I'm spinning around
Felt her lips on my neck
And her voice in my ear
Like I missed you
Want you tonight

Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding
Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me
I just can't believe it
Ohhhh
No I can't resist
And I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down(my heart)
Soldier down(my heart)

Thought I moved
More than on
Thought I could
Fool her charm
I really wanna go
But I can't leave her alone
Ohhhh ohhhh

Hear the sound
Of a love so loud
I just can't, I just can't
Ignore this feeling
Said she misses me
And she wants me
Wants me tonight

Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding
Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me
I just can't believe it
Ohhhh
No I can't resist
And I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down(my heart)
Soldier down(my heart)

In the heart
Of the night
When it's dark
In the lights
I heard the loudest noise
A gunshot on the floor

Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding
Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me
I just can't believe it
Ohhhh
No I can't resist
And I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down(my heart)
Soldier down(my heart)"