celebration of hope

Hello,

My life was going smooth back in 2017 however 2018 and 2019 came with lot of expectations. It needed me to handle lot of unusual consequences which I felt I will never get out from. But 2020 just did something unusual, it did change my situation but along came the panic, guilt etc

2018 was speed, 2019 was fast however 2020 was a halt and 2021 is just a chain on the legs 

What next?

I am still pondering about it even after I am with my 2 jabs in. ( fully vaccinated. )

I need some hope to say that it's not going to be as 2019 nor 2020. With pandemic and without pandemic both the norms do have its own pros and  cons, and I don't like both.

I need to have a better life , much better control on my emotions and much much better impulsive nature.

Bring back a life where we can move with our own strength and halt when we think we want to. 

Bring back a life where we can breathe without being scared,  play without fear  celebrate without panicking.

All I need is a little bit of hope 

#inspired from Tokyo2020 Olympics Celebration of hope 

https://olympics.com/tokyo-2020/en/news/videos/tokyo-2020-a-celebration-of-hope